
Silence isn’t my friend –
although you’d never know it.
Outwardly, I can be quiet.
What does it matter what you’ve said,
when there’s so much screaming
going on in my own head?
The fremescent voices speak incessantly –
drowning the white noise of the TV.
Here in my easy chair I’ll sit,
yet nothing is ever easy, is it?
Inside, I just scream.
A Word From Julie
Julie FitzGerald is a mixed media artist based in Toronto. Her curiosity and imagination often take her on wild adventures, exploring the strange and mysterious worlds she loves to create.
She takes an intuitive approach to painting and drawing, and can usually be found in her studio with a cup of coffee and cat nearby.
Aside from her creative endeavours, Julie is passionate about nature and spends a lot of time outdoors.
Julie loves visiting galleries and museums, taking in a great book or movie, and listening to music.
Favourite artists include Rusudan Khizanishvili, Paul Ruiz, and Francis Bacon, to name just a few.
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A very good post. Thanks for sharing!
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The voices in my head thank you, Henrietta! 😉
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You are welcome!
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This is incredible Rose, a superb and sublime poem, and I loved your voice read. I think your bestest writing that I’ve seen from you, and now definitely my fav’ Well done …xx
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Julie’s art made me do it! Ah, thanks for taking the time to visit. I appreciate your friendship so much, Ivor. 💞
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In return, likewise x
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Excellent!
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Thanks Magick!
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You’ve become noticeably more comfortable reading your poetry. The incessant voices and white noise of the TV from the poem go well with Julie’s illustration. Don’t keep those screams inside, though. They’ll screw up your brain. 🙂
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Yeah, it’s called “old age” when you forget what it’s like to be nervous! Lol. Thanks for reading my poem, Og. I looooove Julie’s art! Too late — my brain’s already screwed up. 😫😀
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Indeed, never ignore the silent nor silence.
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Just because they’re silent, doesn’t mean they’re not annoying, so no, I can’t ignore them, lovely Paula. xo 😊
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The problem is that sometimes I can’t remember if I said it out loud or if it was just part of that endless inner monologue…(or maybe it was just something I heard someone else saying…) At any rate, you’ve captured the feeling well. (K)
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Lol. Ain’t that a fact! I love it when strangers near you start to walk slowly away like uh, oh, we gotz a crazy one here. Haha!! Yeah, I talk out loud in public on purpose — you get to be first in line all the time. 😆 Thanks for making me smile, K! 💋
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No, nothing is ever easy. 😕 You have a lovely voice, Rose. I enjoyed listening to you read your remarkable poem.
kat
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Awww, I’m all red, and no one even spanked me, yet! Haha!! You’re so huggable, Kat. Thank you for taking the time to visit and read. It means a lot! 💝
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And thank you for your beautiful poetry, and your wonderful sense of humor–I enjoy both.
💙
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xo 💋😊
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I’ve known people who hate being by themselves because their mind is in constant turmoil without some sort of distraction. Now, if everyone were writers, they could put those screaming voices to productive use. 😉 Magnificent poem, Rose. And the drawing is captivating too.
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Exactly! Can you imagine all the therapists who’d lose their business if everyone took up the pen? 😀 Oh, I love your compliments! I write just to sit back and wait for you to visit me…. hmm…. not unlike a spider! Heehee. Just kidding…. kind of. 🕷🕸😘
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Spiders are okay, most are actually quite beautiful…I don’t mind them, just their sticky webs. And so far, I haven’t encountered any when I visit, just a lovely person and her lovely words. 😊Soooooooo, I’ll keep coming no back. 💜
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Awww, I’m melting, and no one threw water on me! 😀 😀 A million thanks. xo
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Sensational poem, and a new word for me…fremescent. Thank you.
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Thank you, Stephen! Here’s another word: ensorcelling. It’s another word for your fave one — charming. 😀
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Thank you.👍
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This is so surreal… I love the illustration which empowers your words. I can see you sitting there quiet and relaxed but your eyes hint at the screaming mind. The average person wouldn;t notice, one must be observant. The darkness in your poetry is so alluring.
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Many thanks, JC! Lol. Not all my poems are necessarily about me… although, Im not saying I’m completely sane. 😜 Julie Fitzgerald’s illustration was my inspiration. She’s truly amazing. I appreciate your attention to my work and love your comments. 💋
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Inner turmoil is loudest during the silence. Your spoken word explored the depth of madness.
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Yes! Well observed, Fly. You always get me — it’s like we’re twins. 😉
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Your poem and Julie’s illustration go together perfectly–nightmarish and scary. Though I think it must be sad, too, to hear those voices. And fremescent–great word! 🙂
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Why, thank you, Merril! Nightmarish and scary — my favorite combination. 😀 Oh, I don’t know, one is never lonely when there are voices in ones head. xo
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🙂
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A new word for me 🙂
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The teacher becomes the student. 😉
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🙂
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The poetry and art is a beautiful harmony! I love Fly’s response, spot on.
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Thank you Lisa! Yes, Fly often surprises me with his wisdom.
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WE ARE HERE
4 U!
JUST A SCREAM
AWAY 🙂
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Aw, thanks David! That’s my favorite distance — a scream away 😀
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An excellent piece Rose.
The surreal sounds of madness.
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So glad you enjoyed, Alan! Sounds of madness both repel and draw us always. Thanks my friend. 🌹
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you make my silence scream 🙂
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Ah, very nice! Thank you. 🙂
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but not only
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This is creative writing (thoughts) and very intriguing to read over and over. Good writing and very kind to share anothers art while letting it be the centered inspiration in direction!
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What a lovely comment! Thank you very much.
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Such beautiful sorrow in perfect Wordidge
Purely supreme
‘Silence inside only magnifies the screams muted behind coldly glazed eyes’
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Thank you! I enjoyed your beautiful words very much.
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The screams inside your head make a lot of noise, and eventually flow out in the form of absorbing poems and haiku, making you a master of this genre of quirky horror. Keep letting out the screams, Rose.
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Ah, you always brighten my blog, Somali! I wish you the joy that you give to others. 😊 Many thanks, lovely friend.
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Your poetry is so complimentary to the piece! Love your work
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Thanks so much! I appreciate your visit.
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Wow, wonderful voice that matches the word and drawing ~ a perfect end of the week for me. Powerful words to ponder.
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I appreciate your kind words and visit. 🌹
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A great poem and a very good post!
Sometimes silence speaks louder than talking.
Keep writing dear poet Rummager!!!
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Thanks Soheir! Your encouragement touches me. ❤️
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Nothing is ever easy, quite correct for sure especially with non-stop voices. Great, gritty poetry and a perfect illustration to go with it.
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Gritty! I love that word. Thank you. 💝
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Very welcome 😀
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Ooh! I so love it when you read your poems, Rose!!!! Brava! 😄😚💕
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Thanks Sarah. 💝
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Its a sigh of relief coming back (blogging) with your beauriful haiku and as always i love you reading it as well..
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Great to see you, Mich! I’d been wondering how you were. Thanks a million. 😘
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wow! this is wonderful ❤
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Thanks for visiting! 💋
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I love learning new words!
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Julie seems to be a very strong and creative artist!
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Julie is amazing.
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Thanks for this reminder to our consciousness!! Love your narrative voiceover as always.
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Cheers and many thanks for your visits and kind words!
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